My Little WORLD Impression by Kyoung Kim

The creative journey of an indie animated feature can be a very trying and taken great length of time. Now and then, we screened our rough cut of My Little WORLD to group of friends. The responses that we get allow us a chance to assess how our film might come across to a viewer. We are most grateful to the many responses over time; they truly inspire us to stay on course.

Last month, we received an extensive response from our friend Kyoung Kim, an artist and a writer. We thought to share her writing with you.

Remembering My Little WORLD-

It has been several years since I had the privilege of seeing a rough cut of Mike Nguyen’s My Little World. At the time, knowing that I was an MFA writing student moonlighting as a wanna-be-animator at the back of his BFA1 Introduction to Animation class at CalArts, Mike asked if I would write a response with my immediate impressions of his film. Honored by the request, I gladly said yes. However, I have somewhat embarrassingly failed to do so until now.

It is not without trying that I have not kept my promise. Over the years, I have made numerous attempts to write about what I saw and experienced, but each time I drafted a response to the film, it didn’t seem right. What I wrote felt forced, written in a way, a form that met the requirements of a “review,” but the words I put down on the page seemed to grow rather than shrink the distance in expressing what I actually felt sitting watching My Little World. My writing, oafish and lacking precision and elegance, did not even closely merit the honest and sensitively-wrought labor of love that is Mike’s film. So I abandoned my drafts and whenever I ran into Mike afterwards, even though I was no longer a student of his, it was never without a sense of sheepish guilt.

This is neither an excuse nor a sorry explanation for why it has taken me so long to write about My Little World. It is just the truth. A truth that I believe touches on how rare and special Mike’s film is.

We live in a time and space that values efficiency, immediacy, the instantaneous above all else. These are the virtues of our present age; that which we are taught to desire, achieve, and exalt. The faster, the better–because it allows for more. More of everything. Because quantity is king. We are more-than-willingly bombarded with information and images from countless sources, because overload, sensory and otherwise, is the objective; its reception and regurgitation at work, at home, at parties, over meals, over drinks, over the telephone and text and the internet, come first and foremost. Glut and excess reign supreme and are equated with genius and success. Simplicity, editing, processing, patience do not make the top ten list of current popular values, if they make the list at all.

When I saw Mike’s film, it had already been seven or eight years in the making, and even today it continues to be a work in progress. Traditional hand-drawn animation in its very nature eschews our frenetic contemporary condition. At the same time, just because something takes hours/days/months/years/decades/a lifetime to complete, does not mean that one maintains the same level of passion and dedication throughout. By the end, or more often somewhere in the middle, laziness, apathy, and/or cynicism sets in, corners are cut, and compromises made, and it can be seen and felt by all who encounter the work. However, if any of these struggles have been part of Mike’s journey in making My Little World, one is none the wiser when watching it.

Mike’s film is infused with a sublimity that is unique to memory. It is timeless, not only because the characters, imagery, and story are classic or because it has been created over an extended period of time, but because in all aspects, it embodies the specific imaginations that only come with careful remembrance. I can no longer tell you the film’s exact plotline, the characters’ names, and I even forgot the film’s title (which I had to look up in order to write this), but I can still recall how when watching My Little World, I felt immersed not within the head, but the heart of one remembering.

Much like dreams, time serves as life’s filter. Even if we cannot or do not recognize it in our present, hindsight attunes us to what we truly hold dear. Time allows us to sieve out much of life’s inconsequential minutiae; through the slow and sometimes painful process of forgetting, we are left not so much with what is pragmatically important or necessary, but instead, with an awareness of what we most profoundly care about and love.

Even as a rough cut, what one encounters in My Little World is a total trust in time’s distillation of the past. But My Little World is not simply nostalgia. From execution to content, it reminds us that innocence is not the exclusive domain of childhood. If we nurture it, it can continue to exist and mature with us into beautiful wonderment. My Little World is a practicing, a meditation, and a celebration of the small, quieter things that with dedication, discipline, and faith in every day living, grow into the truly extraordinary. Even now, My Little World reminds me to breathe, look around, slow down, and enjoy life’s grace.

And so, perhaps it is not only appropriate that it has taken so long for me to find a way to write a response to Mike’s film, but as it should be.

I cannot tell you the last movie I saw or even what I ate for lunch on Monday, but even after four years, I can recall My Little World the way one does dreams right after awaking from a delicious nap. A young boy gazing at a photograph. Rain and a phalanx of twirling umbrellas. Girls and boys not playing, but dancing, arabesquing, flying soccer through a mixture of pencil, ink, and paints of muted but still vibrant, softly glowing color. Children riding buffaloes. A small energetic dog. A girl befriending the boy. Friendly but determined competition, sweeping fast breaks breathing life. Melancholy. Longing. Love. Giant rabbits. Cloud-like rabbits, enveloping a house, somewhere between dream and consciousness. Summer. Children in boats drifting down a river to a soccer tournament. Buffaloes and rabbits. An aunt. A girl befriends the boy. The boy and the rabbits running, in a confrontation of sorts. There is a look of surprise, of understanding. And then I see the outside of the boy’s house. The air is starting to cool and the night is clear, full of stars, the rabbits departed. A sigh.

- Kyoung Kim, 4 January 2012

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On Clean-up Textures-

In animation, a character is coming to life most often by a group effort and through several stages from rough to final clean-up, encapsulating in clean, precise and define series of line drawings.

But line drawing is like hand-writing. So while everyone is aiming to stay on model, by nature, each artist generates drawings that have slight differences in texture that defines a character.

Where in rough pass an appropriate performance is determined, the tie-down stage refines the action, putting character on model and addresses the overall secondary motions such as clothing articles and hairs.

It is easier for animators to control the look of a character but very difficult to be completely in sync with each other over a more exacting feel of something, such as a loose jacket made of certain type of fabric through motion.

To best maintain a consistency to the feel of movement textures, we opted to have one key animator to tie-down the entire sequence. This workflow would unify all scenes in a sequence, appearing seamless while allowing the performance to be contributed by more than one animator.

(Above, scenes animated by (in order of appearance) – Steve Wong, Mike Nguyen, Casey Alexander, Mike Koizumi and tie-down by Mike N.).

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Group Movements-

Animating group movement begins with identifying the overall energy ‘feel’. And in this sequence, the chiru (Tibetan antelopes) are purposeful, springy, carefree and unconcerned to the children that are inadvertently blocking their path.

From here, a sense to general texture and pattern of group movement begin to emerge; though still inward and abstract in manner, it will subconsciously dictate how things will unfold.

Since there are 2 main interacting elements- the antelopes and the child, it is best to approach each component separately.

TINY, being the main focal point was animated first, followed by the chiru.

To arrive at an organic texture and not becoming overly busy to overall group movement, (based on scene criteria and length), 3 antelopes were animated each with own individual mindset and mechanic variations but within relation to the herd overall mindset.

They will then placed into scene like straight-ahead without knowing exactly how the whole will look-

- One chiru at a time with Tiny as anchor.

- Adjust placement and entrance points through real-time playback.

- Variations to pattern of repeating chirus.

- Keep in mind the back-and-forth subtle switching of focal point between Tiny and the chiru.

By reusing same chiru animation several times to building herd movement, the repeat pattern generates a calmer feel. But since they’re placed differently in relating to group pattern, they don’t appear as reused animation. (It saves time and still achieving an uncompromised result).

One thing to keep in mind while animating individual element in a group scene- it doesn’t need to be flawless in timing and mechanic to commanding solid attention on its own, long as it works within overall group. For example, chiru in variation 2 in above clip is a bit stiff and not quite right; (it would need to be further refine if it was the only element in scene).

Likewise in reverse, if all the separate chiru would command full attention on its own including perfect individual timing, the scene might appear overly active when all are combined together.

Here, color exploration of the Chiru sequence by Geefwee Boedoe. (For more images of his work on My Little WORLD, please click here.)

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The Tie-down Process-

Our view of rough pass is like being in quantum mechanics. To help us be in touch with senses of primal energy, the drawings are freer to finding their organic ways into being, within a general direction given by story intent and a predetermined sense of force.

In tie-down, the raw energy is then encased in definite defined outlines, appearing orderly like looking outward towards movement of the stars.

And like in rough pass, the tie-down lines do have freedom to take shape as they should, but must take cue and build on foundation that has been established by rough pass, with added discipline to bring character into intended model.

Life vibrates, disorderly in definite order, predictable in unpredictability; ONE- made of infinite parts…

Subconsciously, these thoughts guide our creative path.

(This scene was animated by Natalie K. and tie-down by Mike N.)

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From Frame to Frame-

The hand-drawn process is a very time consuming one, but nothing quite like it when drawings begin to move, especially when they have attained a certain sense of life…

It is our hope to echo some of this elusive life’s energy through movements of the characters inhabited in our film.

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From Reference to Animation-

When approaching a new subject in My Little WORLD, and in this case- the Tibetan antelope or chiru, we began with research study, finding clips, images and books to learn its natures and habits.

When actual footages of the referenced animal is difficult to find such as the case with chiru, we then look for footages of animals that share similar attributes, like a gazelle or others within the antelope family. In this circumstance, a combination of observations from several different animals is utilized to arrive at the film’s specific needs.

Reference study is divided into 2 stages, (through observing freeze-frames, slow-motion and regular playback speed).

First, we begin with searches to understand the ‘feel’ of its make, learning to draw and visualized its structures from various angles and perspectives; much more critically- is to identify its spirit essence through distinct and unique mannerism, both in still-gesture and movement pattern.

Next is to be in touch with a general understanding to the 4-legged movement mechanics, avoiding direct referencing image-per-image to animating.

It is good to take note of the specific condition and emotional nature of the reference footages, which are most likely different from the emotional intent of the animated scene.

For example, (as in the very precious 3 min. footages of chiru we’ve recently found in a BBC documentary entitled ‘Wild China’), the manner of chiru galloping here are at mating season; its speed and gestures are war-like and aggressive; and in our film, the chiru are strolling around, brisk and playful.

For us, key to studying and translating reference is interpreting and not copying, with aims to reflect certain essence of ‘soul’.

Once we’ve found ‘just enough’ insights into a subject matter, then the animating process begins, often still with much apprehension in these first attempts…

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Animation Stages in My Little WORLD-

Our animation workflow begins with an in-depth understanding to intent of scene in relation to the approximate scene’s running time, established in the animatic.

Generally, we don’t precisely lock down scene length from the animatic, so to allow room for movements to organically breathe as needed.

To best stay within range, our next step is to find and define an appropriate phrase to flow of scene’s energy by acting out, aiming to be in touch with the right ‘feel’ of movement in accord with scene length.

At this point, the scene is still in abstract stage locked inside the animator’s inward sensibility. This abstraction becomes guide to begin our first pass to roughing out the scene (if needed, we would create thumbnails to further understand scene’s nature).

In this initial pass, the drawing lines are fainter, scratchy, loose and rough, (but stay within volume) as the hand searches for the right spacing and allow character’s structure to breathe accordingly, laying down foundation to movement, not yet taken into considerations for details and draftsmanship of the drawings.

This rough pass is then photographed and drawings are to be assign exposures to reflect intended speed of movement based on visual real-time playback. The rough pass is then analyzed, looking into ways to further define and strengthen scene.

In tie-down stage, movement foundation is further strengthening by definite commitment to outline of drawings and defined details to all parts of character design.

This new scene in our film was originally inspired by Marta, the wonderful Brazilian soccer player (whom we first learned from this passed FIFA Women World Cup in Germany a few months back). Her on-field presence, dance-like and graceful footwork is most mesmerized and inspiring. (Below, a link from womensprosoccer’s Channel on Youtube)-

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E. Michael Mitchell on colors and designs-

My Little WORLD was very fortunate to have had the creative inputs from E. Michael Mitchell, especially during its infant days of pre-production.

Michael has been very supportive to the intent of our film and kindly offered his invaluable inputs to help our starting point. Inspired by his very whimsical pastels, we began to find a more solid path to visualizing the various possibilities of colors and designs for My Little WORLD.

In a clip recorded in 2004, Michael shared some insights into his creative approach and as well, some candid views toward the more quiet nature of our film. His wisdoms and friendship echoed through time and reminded us to hold fast to our film making journey.

E. Michael Mitchell passed away a few years back, but his heartfelt presence is always with us, continuing to inspire and cheering us onward- to our journey’s end.

We thank you Michael!

Here, some memories from a visit Michael has made to July, back in the early days of production, somewhere in 2001.

In this picture (from left to right)- Kompin Kemgumnird, Mike Koizumi, Steve Wong, Will Cuna, Mike N., E. Michael Mitchell and Linda Dorn.

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Inti-Illimani and My Little WORLD-

Being a film about feelings and relying mainly in pantomime to communicate, My Little WORLD hopes to relay its storytelling through an intricate weaving of tonal textures between movement, sight and sound.

And with such critical emphasis to the role of music soundtrack, we are most grateful to have the collaboration of the renowned Chilean music group- INTI-ILLIMANI.

Equally thankful, Inti-Illimani has also been very kind and patience with our film fund-finding process. Being independent and things don’t always come easily, we’re working hard to bring this collaboration into practical phrases, hopefully very soon!

(In this clip, music from a track entitled- “Tu Pequeno Mundo” by Inti-Illimani written especially for My Little WORLD, with color explorations by Geefwee Boedoe and some memories taken from Intis concerts over the years that we’ve attended).

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Animation styling in My Little WORLD-

My Little WORLD is a film about inner feelings. As quiet a moment and seemingly without catchy commotions, it aims to reflect the very beautiful underlying life energy that invigorates our every living experiences.

Like in music, it is not the note but the way it lingers; and for us, it is not the gesture but the way it unfold in motion, bringing about certain senses of energy, translating into ‘feel’.

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